Please Explain!
How is it that during the day I think of all these cool things to write about then when I sit down, sorry - lounge in bed with my laptop on my knees, to write, they all disappear.
Although one thing that dawned on me today is that I'm a hypocrite. If you look over to the right hand side of this page, under Important things I've learnt, # 2 reads "LIFE'S TO SHORT TO WASTE ON THINGS YOU 'THINK' YOU SHOULD BE DOING". Hmmm, where am I & what am I doing again...? Last night I got home, proceeded to break down & cry cause I was so exhausted, I then ran a bath & soaked in it for about 45 minutes, not something I'd usually do on a Friday night after midnight, when like all normal people I should either A)be incredibly drunk trying to pick up B)watching DVD's... Or C)Already in bed... ;) My legs were killing me though, calves especially, spose they're not used to the whole standing on them form 10am till 12pm thing, with breaks totaling no more than 1.5 hours for the whole day. Not even one real "Thanks Rach for helping out in the kitchen while Mo's away"... Fuck them all I say :) I hate been a adult. Have said I'd stay so will honor my word till Christmas then get the hell outta here.
On to happier things. I TALKED TO EVE YESTERDAY!!!!!!!!!!!!! As you can tell I was very excited bout it!!!!!! It so made my day, no, strike that, it made my week!!!! I talked to her quite early in the day & I think the high actually managed to get me through most of the day. Miss her like crazy.
Ummm, to tired to think now. Brain no longer wants to function. Must go.
Here, Sunday, 7th November 2004, 2.04am
Although one thing that dawned on me today is that I'm a hypocrite. If you look over to the right hand side of this page, under Important things I've learnt, # 2 reads "LIFE'S TO SHORT TO WASTE ON THINGS YOU 'THINK' YOU SHOULD BE DOING". Hmmm, where am I & what am I doing again...? Last night I got home, proceeded to break down & cry cause I was so exhausted, I then ran a bath & soaked in it for about 45 minutes, not something I'd usually do on a Friday night after midnight, when like all normal people I should either A)be incredibly drunk trying to pick up B)watching DVD's... Or C)Already in bed... ;) My legs were killing me though, calves especially, spose they're not used to the whole standing on them form 10am till 12pm thing, with breaks totaling no more than 1.5 hours for the whole day. Not even one real "Thanks Rach for helping out in the kitchen while Mo's away"... Fuck them all I say :) I hate been a adult. Have said I'd stay so will honor my word till Christmas then get the hell outta here.
On to happier things. I TALKED TO EVE YESTERDAY!!!!!!!!!!!!! As you can tell I was very excited bout it!!!!!! It so made my day, no, strike that, it made my week!!!! I talked to her quite early in the day & I think the high actually managed to get me through most of the day. Miss her like crazy.
Ummm, to tired to think now. Brain no longer wants to function. Must go.
Here, Sunday, 7th November 2004, 2.04am
1 Comments:
At 9 November 2004 at 11:43,
Anonymous said…
Couldn't agree with you more, it certainly made my quarter year at least (is that a word?)
Here's to future rorting of work phones to talk to you more.
Miss you spunk
Eve
xoxox
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