Is there a off Switch??

I’ve got so much crap spinning round in my head at the moment. I so often wish that there was an off switch. It’s taken me years to come to the realisation that I think too much & over analyse things, but realising it & stopping it are 2 different things...

Things on my mind at the moment:
 Regardless of age, gender or culture, everyone has there own set of issues – I know it’s pretty obvious but this weekend it really got me thinking.
 How other people act & how I let this determine my behaviour.
 That it really annoys me that people have a preconceived notion of who I am.
 I like to think that I’m honest & up-front with people, but aren’t quite sure if I follow through on this.
 Finalising the itinerary for my world trip.
 Organising all the visa stuff.
 Organising vaccinations.
 Money
 Security
 Feeling like I’m letting people down at work at the moment cause I’m slacking off.
 That I enjoy opening myself up to new experiences.
 Coming to the realisation that I don’t have to be in control all the time.
 Regardless of how you see a situation unless a person’s ready to open their eyes they won’t get the same lesson out of it & there’s no point trying to explain how you see it unless they’re open to it.
 It’s almost been a year since my life was turned upside down.
 I’m glad my life was turned upside down.
 We’re all here for a reason & things happen when & how they’re supposed to.
 I actually really enjoy spending time on my own.
 It kinda sucks to have to carry the whole load on your own though.
 You can gain the most interesting insight's form other people’s behaviour about your own personality
 That maybe I talk a little to much & that I should learn to listen a little more
 There’s so much to do before I head off on my trip & I’ve got 9 weeks to sort it all out.
 I’m only 27 & my divorce will go thorugh in a couple of months...
 That I want to be young again but that I also want to be taken seriously as an adult, I have to find the middle ground.
 That I’ve been given a second chance to live my life the way I want to.
 I’m scared I’m going to stuff it up & make a wrong decision.
 It's a bit hard not to have someone else to rely on & share you life with sometimes.
 Do I actually want a relationship, is it just fear that’s holding me back (supposedly if the right person came along).
 That I’m actually a bit peeved that my ex got on with his life so quickly after we split & has now brought a house 3 months ago with the girl I ‘thought’ he was having an affair with.
 Is it ok for me to be peeved cause I’m over him & don’t want him back?
 I wouldn’t mind seeing him again to see how it feels. Just to test it out if I really am over him, no, let me rephrase that, I’d like to test out if I’m over the relationship & all the dreams & aspirations I had for us as a couple.
 I’ve got to pay the phone bill.
 I’ve got to pay my accountant
 I’m a bridesmaid for my friends wedding at the end of March, so I’ve got to go to fittings & organise her hens’ night & kitchen tea...
 I don’t think I’ve got enough time to do everything
 Maybe I’ll just resign from work a month before I leave to give myself enough time to do everything. That means I have to hand my resignation in NOWish...
 I need to organise my credit card reward points so I can get some vouchers for Grace Brothers to buy stuff for my trip.

There’s so much more going on in my head but I’ve got lots of stuff to do....