Quick post... but there is so much I want to write...
Once again I've managed to find another contender for the worlds slowest internet connection... But this time are in the middle of no where, after sitting for 24hours on a bus, so have no other option :)
I'm getting sick & have been putting off taking cold & flu tablets cause that means this I can drink (I sound like a alcoholic, but I'm not, I swear!). I finally took a tablet this afternoon after, both my ears blocked up & I couldn't hear anyone :)
Its funny I'm not even grumpy cause I feel sick - I just hope it doesn't get any worse.
I don't really know what I want to say. As per usual did a lot of thinking on the bus. Started to remember all the happy events in my life, from when I was a kid till now. Think I want to write them all down but internet is super expensive here & slow so will put pen to paper then post. For the first time I was able to remember good things that happened with my ex. It felt good. I think Id love to sit down with him & work out exactly where we went wrong. Don't misunderstand me - defiantly don't want to be with him, i just know where I'm at & it would be nice to know what was going on in his head. Just think I'm really over it. Kinda sucks in a way cause now I think I'm ready to open myself up a little more... Bit hard when your traveling. It'd be nice to have some one special again though... I don't need someone, I'm doing ok by myself, it'd just be nice.
Need to go to sleep now :)
To the special people in my life, you know who you are, I love you & love hearing form you. It makes my day when I check email & there's one sitting there from you.
Eve honey, will respond to your email you tomorrow. The internet connections to slow now.
Foz do Iguacu - Parana - Brazil, Tuesday, 2nd June 2004, 9.15pm
I'm getting sick & have been putting off taking cold & flu tablets cause that means this I can drink (I sound like a alcoholic, but I'm not, I swear!). I finally took a tablet this afternoon after, both my ears blocked up & I couldn't hear anyone :)
Its funny I'm not even grumpy cause I feel sick - I just hope it doesn't get any worse.
I don't really know what I want to say. As per usual did a lot of thinking on the bus. Started to remember all the happy events in my life, from when I was a kid till now. Think I want to write them all down but internet is super expensive here & slow so will put pen to paper then post. For the first time I was able to remember good things that happened with my ex. It felt good. I think Id love to sit down with him & work out exactly where we went wrong. Don't misunderstand me - defiantly don't want to be with him, i just know where I'm at & it would be nice to know what was going on in his head. Just think I'm really over it. Kinda sucks in a way cause now I think I'm ready to open myself up a little more... Bit hard when your traveling. It'd be nice to have some one special again though... I don't need someone, I'm doing ok by myself, it'd just be nice.
Need to go to sleep now :)
To the special people in my life, you know who you are, I love you & love hearing form you. It makes my day when I check email & there's one sitting there from you.
Eve honey, will respond to your email you tomorrow. The internet connections to slow now.
Foz do Iguacu - Parana - Brazil, Tuesday, 2nd June 2004, 9.15pm
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