Yesterday, all my troubles seemed so far away....
... Oh I believe in yesterday. Don't know where that came form, I wrote this last night but had to go so didn't finish it. Here's what I've got so far though xoxo
What a waste of a day… it's only 7.20pm (on a Friday night) & I feel like curling up & going to sleep. Granted I did get home, sorry - back to the hostel, at 8am this morning but I've done nothing at all today except go on the internet, eat lunch, chill out in the kitchen with some other guys staying here & eat dinner. I suppose the only thing that I did accomplish was calling British Airways & changing my ticket. I'll be home on Monday morning 7th of Feb… I leave here on the evening of the 5th, I think that'll be a long day...
I met someone that went to the same school as me today… How scary is that. I saw him the other night & thought I recgonised his face then today he was sitting in the kitchen for a bit with us & I asked him where he was form – "Hamilton" then I asked him what school he went to… same as mine, I think he was either a year higher or below me. This type of coincidence wouldn't usually hold any kind of bearing, but… we didn't go to a normal type of school… Nothing kinky, just a rather strict religious school. I think he freaked out when I asked him what school he went to. I know for a split second I freaked out a bit when I saw him given my current life style. We didn't really chat it was a bit bizzar.
Now why did I get home at 8am this morning? Cause I have no will power. Met up with the boy I met in Portgual last night… Firstly I met up with Helen & Kim so by the time he got to the pub I was already a little tipsey. He wasn't even as nice looking as I remembered. I'm not sure why I ended up going home with him… I think it's just cause it was easy. I hadn't planned on it, I'd actually decided not to but then at the end of the night he was like are you coming back to my place for a drink & I was like "why not". I'm not going to go into it all, all that needs to be said is that Joel is still number 1 & it wasn't earth shattering but I've got something that I do need to get off my chest.
No matter what it always seems to come back to blow jobs, may be I'm a little fixated, I don't know how else to say it... There should be rules, Guys if you trust a girl enough to give you a blow job, let her do it, keep your dam hands away, give up the control!!!!
Have to go, be warned there will be more on this topic!
Earls Court, London, England Saturday 4th december 2004
What a waste of a day… it's only 7.20pm (on a Friday night) & I feel like curling up & going to sleep. Granted I did get home, sorry - back to the hostel, at 8am this morning but I've done nothing at all today except go on the internet, eat lunch, chill out in the kitchen with some other guys staying here & eat dinner. I suppose the only thing that I did accomplish was calling British Airways & changing my ticket. I'll be home on Monday morning 7th of Feb… I leave here on the evening of the 5th, I think that'll be a long day...
I met someone that went to the same school as me today… How scary is that. I saw him the other night & thought I recgonised his face then today he was sitting in the kitchen for a bit with us & I asked him where he was form – "Hamilton" then I asked him what school he went to… same as mine, I think he was either a year higher or below me. This type of coincidence wouldn't usually hold any kind of bearing, but… we didn't go to a normal type of school… Nothing kinky, just a rather strict religious school. I think he freaked out when I asked him what school he went to. I know for a split second I freaked out a bit when I saw him given my current life style. We didn't really chat it was a bit bizzar.
Now why did I get home at 8am this morning? Cause I have no will power. Met up with the boy I met in Portgual last night… Firstly I met up with Helen & Kim so by the time he got to the pub I was already a little tipsey. He wasn't even as nice looking as I remembered. I'm not sure why I ended up going home with him… I think it's just cause it was easy. I hadn't planned on it, I'd actually decided not to but then at the end of the night he was like are you coming back to my place for a drink & I was like "why not". I'm not going to go into it all, all that needs to be said is that Joel is still number 1 & it wasn't earth shattering but I've got something that I do need to get off my chest.
No matter what it always seems to come back to blow jobs, may be I'm a little fixated, I don't know how else to say it... There should be rules, Guys if you trust a girl enough to give you a blow job, let her do it, keep your dam hands away, give up the control!!!!
Have to go, be warned there will be more on this topic!
Earls Court, London, England Saturday 4th december 2004
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