It`s just after 5am - IN THE MORNING!!!!
There is no way in hell that I should be up at this time in the morning, let alone be functioning enough to write this email... But hey, it was a choice of staying in Floronopolis (Sp?) for another 5 hours in the cold rain, yes it was pissing down, or jumping on the next bus that left town & ending up in a different country at a strange time in the morning... We know which option I took :) I figured that things will open up about 7am so its only 2 hours at the bus station here as opposed to 5 hours at the other one. Bus trip was good. First 7 or so hours we were on a real fancy bus with leather seats! & they bring you snacks & drinks & ohhhh get this.... THEY PLAYED ENGLISH MOVIES YAAAAAAAAAAAAAY!!! Was very cool & I was a happy little bunny. Think I can just cut & paste that whole paragraph directly to my trip page :)
I just read something that Eve wrote & it made me laugh out loud, although the other lady using the internet (that is chain smoking beside me (not nice fokes) did look at me strangely). I really needed that, think its been a while since I really laughed, at least 3 or 4 days...
Thank god, the chain smoking lady's gone, I can not express with you my joy, its just to much :) I wonder if she realizes that the awful disgusting cough she has, has something to do with the smoking...
Getting drunk with the German boys the other night was probably not the best idea... I also got a little stoned with them too. I hate it cause I always wake up the next day with the sorest throat & it hangs round a little while.
Um, what else. Its funny when I'm sitting on the bus I think of all these things I want to say but when I get to the PC... Nothing... Actually one thing I've noticed is that a lot of my thoughts start with "its funny" or "its interesting" why is that?
Don't know why but I've been thinking a bit about children & how I feel about bringing them in to the world... When I was with my ex I kept putting it off, maybe cause I knew it wasn't right, & sort of thought that if it didn't happen then it wouldn't bother me that much. Not so sure now, is it what you'd call my biological ticking... God that's scary! Maybe we`ll just shove those thoughts aside :)
Another thing, does anyone else out there think its weird that my exs girlfriend leaves comments on my trip page? Or is that just me? Like, fair enough we did that whole email thing before I left & made nice, but come on... I don't mind but its just strange.
As previously thought my divorce wasn't final when they sent the papers back, they were just advising of a court date, which was Wednesday the 10th I believe. I think now it takes another month before it becomes final. I don't really have any emotions about it... Kinda feels like I should but I spose to me the marriage was over when he decided he didn't want to try anymore (see I can still put all the blame on him even though I didn't want to be in the marriage either - I'm so bad :o)), & I've spent the best part of a year dealing with it, so the paper work really is just that - paper work. Part of me wonders if I'm just harsh & have no feelings...
I think internet here costs like a million dollars. Actually, just realized I have no idea of the exchange rate... Better look that up now.
Miss everyone heaps, traveling by myself for the last 4 or so days hasn't been the easiest thing I've ever done but I honestly cant see myself doing anything else at the moment. I`ve been gone for over 2 & a half months & I`ve been by myself for like 4 days... Not a bad record :)
Hugs & kisses,
Montevideo - Uruguay, Friday 11th June 2004, 6am
I just read something that Eve wrote & it made me laugh out loud, although the other lady using the internet (that is chain smoking beside me (not nice fokes) did look at me strangely). I really needed that, think its been a while since I really laughed, at least 3 or 4 days...
Thank god, the chain smoking lady's gone, I can not express with you my joy, its just to much :) I wonder if she realizes that the awful disgusting cough she has, has something to do with the smoking...
Getting drunk with the German boys the other night was probably not the best idea... I also got a little stoned with them too. I hate it cause I always wake up the next day with the sorest throat & it hangs round a little while.
Um, what else. Its funny when I'm sitting on the bus I think of all these things I want to say but when I get to the PC... Nothing... Actually one thing I've noticed is that a lot of my thoughts start with "its funny" or "its interesting" why is that?
Don't know why but I've been thinking a bit about children & how I feel about bringing them in to the world... When I was with my ex I kept putting it off, maybe cause I knew it wasn't right, & sort of thought that if it didn't happen then it wouldn't bother me that much. Not so sure now, is it what you'd call my biological ticking... God that's scary! Maybe we`ll just shove those thoughts aside :)
Another thing, does anyone else out there think its weird that my exs girlfriend leaves comments on my trip page? Or is that just me? Like, fair enough we did that whole email thing before I left & made nice, but come on... I don't mind but its just strange.
As previously thought my divorce wasn't final when they sent the papers back, they were just advising of a court date, which was Wednesday the 10th I believe. I think now it takes another month before it becomes final. I don't really have any emotions about it... Kinda feels like I should but I spose to me the marriage was over when he decided he didn't want to try anymore (see I can still put all the blame on him even though I didn't want to be in the marriage either - I'm so bad :o)), & I've spent the best part of a year dealing with it, so the paper work really is just that - paper work. Part of me wonders if I'm just harsh & have no feelings...
I think internet here costs like a million dollars. Actually, just realized I have no idea of the exchange rate... Better look that up now.
Miss everyone heaps, traveling by myself for the last 4 or so days hasn't been the easiest thing I've ever done but I honestly cant see myself doing anything else at the moment. I`ve been gone for over 2 & a half months & I`ve been by myself for like 4 days... Not a bad record :)
Hugs & kisses,
Montevideo - Uruguay, Friday 11th June 2004, 6am
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