I’m a bit excited!
Last night I fulfilled one of my new year’s resolutions. To ‘get with’ someone over 30 (how shallow do I sound!). Anyway, I promised myself that this year was going to be different & that I was going to do a lot of things that I’ve never done & this just happened to be one of them. I always attract younger boys & I just wanted to test out the whole experience v’s youth thing. :o) I spose it’s not really fair been ageist about these things… everyone’s different. All the same it was pretty good :o) Maybe I’ve just turned into a nymph. The funny thing is, I wasn’t really in to sex when I was with my ex... It would be our 3 year wedding anniversary today & our 7 years of been together (we met on the 8th of Feb 1997). I didn’t even realise until I heard something about a bridal expo on the radio yesterday & it said the 8th of Feb. I think that’s pretty cool that it didn’t really affect me.
Anyway, I’ve only just gotten home & have just had a shower then decided I wanted to write stuff down. I’ve had all of 3 hours sleep but I’m not actually feeling it at the moment.
Hmmm, when is it you just become plain easy… or a slut… I haven’t slept with ‘that’ many guys. Honestly I don’t know why it is I even care. Obviously if it was that big a deal to me I wouldn’t do it but there’s always that whole thing of ‘nice girls don’t do that sort of thing’ in the back of your mind. I’m a nice girl, honest I am! And the other thing that nags you a bit is that the ‘boy won’t respect you’ blah, blah, blah…
Last night was great, it’s funny, the thing that reals me in most of the time is the conversation… Sure if I said looks had absolutely nothing to do with it I’d be lying, there’s got to be ‘something there. Last night was cool. It’s the first time I’ve had a guy tell me what he wanted to do to me in detail when we’re still fully clothed – what a turn on! See at that stage I still wasn’t decided if I was going to go there but it kinda convinced me :o) He was such a gentleman too. Before we went back to his place we were trying to get a cab on Oxford Street & there were heaps of drunks around & he was all protective & made sure no on walked into me… it was so nice, it felt good. You know what else was really cool, it was good not to be the one in control or the ‘older’ one that’s ‘supposed’ to have all the experience…
Anyway I could write heaps more but I think I’m going to go into the city to have a look & see if I can find some hiking boots that look cool & try on the pack that I think I might buy. Mum wanted me to go out to her place this morning but I feel like doing my own thing. I could sleep but that’d be the waste of a day.
Anyway, I’ve only just gotten home & have just had a shower then decided I wanted to write stuff down. I’ve had all of 3 hours sleep but I’m not actually feeling it at the moment.
Hmmm, when is it you just become plain easy… or a slut… I haven’t slept with ‘that’ many guys. Honestly I don’t know why it is I even care. Obviously if it was that big a deal to me I wouldn’t do it but there’s always that whole thing of ‘nice girls don’t do that sort of thing’ in the back of your mind. I’m a nice girl, honest I am! And the other thing that nags you a bit is that the ‘boy won’t respect you’ blah, blah, blah…
Last night was great, it’s funny, the thing that reals me in most of the time is the conversation… Sure if I said looks had absolutely nothing to do with it I’d be lying, there’s got to be ‘something there. Last night was cool. It’s the first time I’ve had a guy tell me what he wanted to do to me in detail when we’re still fully clothed – what a turn on! See at that stage I still wasn’t decided if I was going to go there but it kinda convinced me :o) He was such a gentleman too. Before we went back to his place we were trying to get a cab on Oxford Street & there were heaps of drunks around & he was all protective & made sure no on walked into me… it was so nice, it felt good. You know what else was really cool, it was good not to be the one in control or the ‘older’ one that’s ‘supposed’ to have all the experience…
Anyway I could write heaps more but I think I’m going to go into the city to have a look & see if I can find some hiking boots that look cool & try on the pack that I think I might buy. Mum wanted me to go out to her place this morning but I feel like doing my own thing. I could sleep but that’d be the waste of a day.
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