Paranoia...

I'm feeling a bit gross & sick, nauseated & headachy. See this is where I wonder if it's just paranoia cause I had the shots yesterday or if it's really real. Does that make sense? I'm such a loon.

The first time I ever got really, really stoned (which was Australia day long weekend - this year...) I did this whole analyst thing of "am I really feeling like this because this is what it feels like or is it just because it's what I expect so I'm telling myself I feel like this..." See complete utter LOON!!!! Then everything was just uncontrollably funny & I just went with it :o)

I do that when I'm feel sick too (analyse it). I'd hate to be one of those hypochondriac type of people. I very rarely told my ex when I felt sick, he had such huge issues with my food allergies, let alone me been sick. Plus my mum has a lot of health problems & he hated hearing about them & he always thought she was over reacting...

Trying to figure out what I should do to celebrate my 1 year separation anniversary on the 2nd of March. I'd love to get a tat or something but that's kinda permanent & what if I change my mind in a couple of years. I've got to do something though... Any ideas?

Just sitting here... I really do feel sick. Not like I'm going to throw up but my stomach's not really that happy. Contemplating cancelling my massage & just going home...