Things that I've been thinking about.

 A lot's happened in the last year...

 On the bus yesterday morning I was watching a little girl who would have been about 3 or 4 & it reminded me that my ex & I were planning on starting a family this year. I'm not getting any younger... Even though I act like I'm 12, I'm going to be 28 this year...
Kids have never really been way up there on my list of things to do but none the less they're still on the list. It's the first time it's hit me in the forehead that there's only so many years left of relatively 'easy' conception. How am I supposed to travel, find a partner that I might actually be able to trust with bearing half the responsibility of looking after a child and most importantly - be ready for it... I'm not really having a major freak out. Things happen when they're supposed to, I know that & are a big believer in it but sometimes these things slap you across the face like a cold fish...

 I'm so lucky that I've got 3 really good friends that I can call when I need them. I wouldn't have made it through the last year with out them. I'm really, really going to miss them.

 In 2 weeks my ex & I would have been separated a year...

 Think I'm a little scared that I'm going to blow the whole travel thing. Can't explain it & don't quite know how you could blow it but there's something there...

 I'm really tired.

 Work's getting me down. Well not work, the fact that I can honestly say that I haven't done a great deal today & I really don't care enough to start getting in to it. Honestly, there are things to do.

 This is how lazy I am. There were some papers here that needed to go to reception. Instead of me making the 5 minute walk up the road, I faxed them up! See, if I was super busy maybe I could justify it but ummm, no. It's called sheer laziness! It's just a bit funny though ;o)

 I really am a true blond. The wonderful Eve & I went shopping on Saturday & we were discussing 'The Boy' & 'Mr 30' & she got there names mixed up & said it must be cause of the 'A' in their names. Me been me, I'm like "there's no 'A' in the boys name". Umm, yep there is & it's a pretty basic run of the mill name too. Yep, truly blond!

 I've got to get another shot this afternoon.

 I haven't called up & booked my Yellow fever shot yet... Really need to do that!

 I've booked in for a massage at lunch tomorrow. My shoulder's starting to kill again. I though it was all good. It hasn't hurt in a couple of months. I hope that karma gets the man that assaulted me. A year later & there's still problems...