I am such a fucken idiot!
Ok, picture this. I get all dressed & made up for a night out on the town, probably the best I've looked in weeks. I then decide that I need to find a cute boy.
Ok nothing wrong with this senario so far... Right...
Well, after 3 of 4 drinks with the bar tenders been ever so generous, with there supposedly one nip of alcohol for the blonde Aussie girl (so they think) I get very drunk... Still ok cause usually I'm pretty much in control.
Ok, it gets till about 2am or 3am & the teacher that teaches salsa at the Spanish school I'm attending turns up. See this is where it gets bad cause on Thursday night when a group of us went to a club with the salsa teacher I had wondered what it would be like to sleep with someone that was such a good dancer... See alcohol + beforehand thinking... Not a good combination.
I went home with him.
Much to the disappointment of everyone else that I was out with (they left before me so I can still deny it, but I don't know if I'm a good enough lair) they all think he's a bit of a sleze which he probably is.
Two of the guys were outside as we left so I'm thinking that Ill just tell them that we went to a different club & that nothing more than they saw on the dance floor happened.... God I'm a idiot! I don't even really like him THAT much, don't get me wrong he's nice but doesn't speak much English... God I'm a spastic. I had this little voice in my head telling me no but I ignored it.
I've made a new record - he's 36. My god what the hell was I thinking...
See the whole thing is there was this cute American boy John that I spent a bit of time with too, he was a better kisser too but he disappeared.... Plus the bar tender was gorgeous & gave me a free drink. Man, I'm a idiot.... I really wanted the bar tender. I sound like such a... trying to think of the polite word for it but there isn't one, so it would be... Slut.
I miss Eve so much its not funny... I really don't know how I get myself into these situations & she always knows what to say to make me feel better. Thanks for your txt hun, made me feel better & ur right, I'm officially single so I should be able to have a bit of fun huh... Think I have to reel it in a bit though.
It sucks not having anyone to talk to about things like this, I miss all my friends so much. I've met a heap of people but its more just to hang out not anything deep... You know the saying "that you don't know what you're missing until its gone"? Well guys its really not just a stupid saying. Treasure your friends they really are like gold!
Cusco 18 April 7.15
Ok nothing wrong with this senario so far... Right...
Well, after 3 of 4 drinks with the bar tenders been ever so generous, with there supposedly one nip of alcohol for the blonde Aussie girl (so they think) I get very drunk... Still ok cause usually I'm pretty much in control.
Ok, it gets till about 2am or 3am & the teacher that teaches salsa at the Spanish school I'm attending turns up. See this is where it gets bad cause on Thursday night when a group of us went to a club with the salsa teacher I had wondered what it would be like to sleep with someone that was such a good dancer... See alcohol + beforehand thinking... Not a good combination.
I went home with him.
Much to the disappointment of everyone else that I was out with (they left before me so I can still deny it, but I don't know if I'm a good enough lair) they all think he's a bit of a sleze which he probably is.
Two of the guys were outside as we left so I'm thinking that Ill just tell them that we went to a different club & that nothing more than they saw on the dance floor happened.... God I'm a idiot! I don't even really like him THAT much, don't get me wrong he's nice but doesn't speak much English... God I'm a spastic. I had this little voice in my head telling me no but I ignored it.
I've made a new record - he's 36. My god what the hell was I thinking...
See the whole thing is there was this cute American boy John that I spent a bit of time with too, he was a better kisser too but he disappeared.... Plus the bar tender was gorgeous & gave me a free drink. Man, I'm a idiot.... I really wanted the bar tender. I sound like such a... trying to think of the polite word for it but there isn't one, so it would be... Slut.
I miss Eve so much its not funny... I really don't know how I get myself into these situations & she always knows what to say to make me feel better. Thanks for your txt hun, made me feel better & ur right, I'm officially single so I should be able to have a bit of fun huh... Think I have to reel it in a bit though.
It sucks not having anyone to talk to about things like this, I miss all my friends so much. I've met a heap of people but its more just to hang out not anything deep... You know the saying "that you don't know what you're missing until its gone"? Well guys its really not just a stupid saying. Treasure your friends they really are like gold!
Cusco 18 April 7.15
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