I'm homeless :o(
No more bills, no more responsibilities & no home… I almost feel like I’ve lost my independence a little.
It’s strange. I’m really tired at the moment & I just want to go home to my little apartment & be by myself with all my stuff around me - but no can do :o( I handed my keys in a couple of hours ago. It’s really sad, I loved my little apartment so much.
I’m at Mums now so thought I’d update. I’ll post my traditional journal entries for the last few days a bit later too.
I haven’t watched TV for 3 or 4 nights & the news has just come on about the terrorist attack in Spain. It’s terrible that these things happen, so many people killed and injured, it’s so senseless, I just don’t understand it…
I’ll be in Spain in September. I’m not freaking out about the attack I thought, if this sort of thing were to happen before I left, that I would. I spose if I were to freak out about everything that happens in the world I wouldn’t bother leaving my living room. Things happen & if I’m in the wrong place at the wrong time then that’s just something I’m going to have to deal with. Mum’s a little worried & really wants me to become an Australian Citizen before I leave so that if anything were to happen she’d be able to find out... There has been so much other stuff that I’ve had to think of & now I don’t think I have time to go through the citizenship process. I’ve told her she can just go through the New Zealand Consulate. Nothing’s going to happen anyway :o) Positive thinking!
Exactly 3 weeks to go… by this time in 3 week I will have been on the plane for about 6 hours.
I’m still feeling really lost. Don’t really know what to write… I think that I really need sleep. It’s Friday night & I’ve got no pans. I did it on purpose because I knew that I’d be tired but I’m feeling like a bit of a reject…
It’s definitely going to be interesting getting used to living with mum again. I have a feeling that we’re going to drive each other crazy. I really appreciate all her help, she really has done heaps for me, I’ll miss her when I go but nether the less I know when we live under the same roof, it doesn’t always go so well. This will be something I have to work on. I spose it’s one of the reason’s that I left home at 17 but then again I’m a lot older & I’ve grown up a lot so maybe it’ll be ok…
It’s strange. I’m really tired at the moment & I just want to go home to my little apartment & be by myself with all my stuff around me - but no can do :o( I handed my keys in a couple of hours ago. It’s really sad, I loved my little apartment so much.
I’m at Mums now so thought I’d update. I’ll post my traditional journal entries for the last few days a bit later too.
I haven’t watched TV for 3 or 4 nights & the news has just come on about the terrorist attack in Spain. It’s terrible that these things happen, so many people killed and injured, it’s so senseless, I just don’t understand it…
I’ll be in Spain in September. I’m not freaking out about the attack I thought, if this sort of thing were to happen before I left, that I would. I spose if I were to freak out about everything that happens in the world I wouldn’t bother leaving my living room. Things happen & if I’m in the wrong place at the wrong time then that’s just something I’m going to have to deal with. Mum’s a little worried & really wants me to become an Australian Citizen before I leave so that if anything were to happen she’d be able to find out... There has been so much other stuff that I’ve had to think of & now I don’t think I have time to go through the citizenship process. I’ve told her she can just go through the New Zealand Consulate. Nothing’s going to happen anyway :o) Positive thinking!
Exactly 3 weeks to go… by this time in 3 week I will have been on the plane for about 6 hours.
I’m still feeling really lost. Don’t really know what to write… I think that I really need sleep. It’s Friday night & I’ve got no pans. I did it on purpose because I knew that I’d be tired but I’m feeling like a bit of a reject…
It’s definitely going to be interesting getting used to living with mum again. I have a feeling that we’re going to drive each other crazy. I really appreciate all her help, she really has done heaps for me, I’ll miss her when I go but nether the less I know when we live under the same roof, it doesn’t always go so well. This will be something I have to work on. I spose it’s one of the reason’s that I left home at 17 but then again I’m a lot older & I’ve grown up a lot so maybe it’ll be ok…
0 Comments:
Post a Comment
<< Home