Anything sweet!
I can't stop myself from eating sweet things. Today I've had 2 snickers bars, 2 hot chocolates & 1 glass of coke… Go figure. I don't know if maybe it's just leading up to that time of the month but I don't usually do sweet (well apart for the snickers addiction but I can usually keep that down to 1 a day). I had coke for the first time in about 5 years yesterday & it actually wasn't that bad. Exciting – yesterday I got to go on an excursion to Tescos, which is a huge supermarket here, to buy some leeks for the kitchen & they were selling 2 packs of 6 snickers bars for 1.76. That’s less than 36cents Australian each. Bargain! Oh well, not to worry, I'm running round like a blue ass fly so I don't think I'll be putting on any weight – knowing my luck though I'll just get spots.
I think I'm finally getting used to the whole 12 hour day on my feet thing. Tonight's the first night I've come 'home' & not fallen straight in to bed. Home at the moment is staying with one of the other employees; he's more kind of a family friend of the owners. The bed is so comfortable & big, I'm going to miss it. Looks like next Tuesday, not Sunday, I'll be moving to my permanent accommodation with one of the other employees, to a single bed :o( It'd be so nice to be there now so I could sort my gear out & have somewhere to call home but I spose another few days isn't going to kill me.
Working again in hospitality again has reminded me why I left the industry. The long days are one thing but it's the no possibility of having a life that really did for me all those years ago. It suits me now because I don't really want to have a life here. I just want to earn some money & not be bored brainless. I can't wait till I get to catch up with some of my friends though. There are so many people I want to see… Everything else seems to be so well organized except out time off & breaks. There is also another girl that started a day or so after me (not sure if I mentioned her) & we're starting to wonder what the go is… It's a 2 week trial period so I spose we just wait & see… I'm looking forward to Sunday – no work. 1 day off out of 7 isn't exactly good though, especially considering how long the days are. I suppose that’s why they like travelers to work…
My normal day so far has been. Start work at 11.30, 12 – 2.30 is the lunch period, we close the doors at 2.30 clean up have lunch then just after 3 go to the kitchen & do prep for a couple of hours. 5pm the doors open back up then we close at 11pm. I spend my time between serving, kitchen prep & dishes & we usually get out of there about 12am ish… I don't really think there is that much more to tell.
I'm feeling ok about been here… I was pretty shitty yesterday because I kept making stupid mistakes, they are pretty laid back about things, I just get angry with myself. I've discovered that I only like to do things that I can do well… I am wondering if I'm going to last. I've committed myself so I'm sure I will…
I haven't heard back form the English boy I met in Istanbul… He's still traveling though & getting to internet is sometimes tricky, I had a bit of trouble, so I'll just be patient & see what happens. That brings me to another topic of conversation & more so a question for the boys ::o)
How do I phrase this…? Ok. Is it possible for a guy NOT to cum when getting a blow job? I'm thinking some of the guys I went out with in Istanbul were just having me on – if not I don't understand how it's possible, it just doesn't make sense. Oh & I had great reports about the tongue ring too :o) hehehe
I got a huge email for Claudia today & it made my day. It was so cool to hear everything that was going on at home. It so makes me miss being there… God, this is when I try to figure out what it is I want to be doing… Thing is I still don't know. People ask me where it is I'm going next. Answer: I don't know. I still don't know what I want… It's my birthday in less than 2 weeks, I'm going to be 28, & I still don't know what I want! The cool thing is I'm not back in reality so it doesn't really matter. I do know that it'd be nice to have the people I care about close by though. There are 4 people in my life that are constant & they all very much have their own lives so while sometimes I just want to pack my bags & run home there is no point, there really does have to be something more out there for me…
I really can't wait to see my friends that live close by, I'm so excited I just have no clue when I'm going to have time off … My bosses are in London this weekend for a wedding so I'm hoping things will sort them selves out next week & hopefully I'll be able to organize something for my b'day on the 12th.
Well, now I'm a bit tired so I need to get some sleep. Night.
Hanley, Sroke-on-trent – England, Friday 1st October 2004, 1.32am
I think I'm finally getting used to the whole 12 hour day on my feet thing. Tonight's the first night I've come 'home' & not fallen straight in to bed. Home at the moment is staying with one of the other employees; he's more kind of a family friend of the owners. The bed is so comfortable & big, I'm going to miss it. Looks like next Tuesday, not Sunday, I'll be moving to my permanent accommodation with one of the other employees, to a single bed :o( It'd be so nice to be there now so I could sort my gear out & have somewhere to call home but I spose another few days isn't going to kill me.
Working again in hospitality again has reminded me why I left the industry. The long days are one thing but it's the no possibility of having a life that really did for me all those years ago. It suits me now because I don't really want to have a life here. I just want to earn some money & not be bored brainless. I can't wait till I get to catch up with some of my friends though. There are so many people I want to see… Everything else seems to be so well organized except out time off & breaks. There is also another girl that started a day or so after me (not sure if I mentioned her) & we're starting to wonder what the go is… It's a 2 week trial period so I spose we just wait & see… I'm looking forward to Sunday – no work. 1 day off out of 7 isn't exactly good though, especially considering how long the days are. I suppose that’s why they like travelers to work…
My normal day so far has been. Start work at 11.30, 12 – 2.30 is the lunch period, we close the doors at 2.30 clean up have lunch then just after 3 go to the kitchen & do prep for a couple of hours. 5pm the doors open back up then we close at 11pm. I spend my time between serving, kitchen prep & dishes & we usually get out of there about 12am ish… I don't really think there is that much more to tell.
I'm feeling ok about been here… I was pretty shitty yesterday because I kept making stupid mistakes, they are pretty laid back about things, I just get angry with myself. I've discovered that I only like to do things that I can do well… I am wondering if I'm going to last. I've committed myself so I'm sure I will…
I haven't heard back form the English boy I met in Istanbul… He's still traveling though & getting to internet is sometimes tricky, I had a bit of trouble, so I'll just be patient & see what happens. That brings me to another topic of conversation & more so a question for the boys ::o)
How do I phrase this…? Ok. Is it possible for a guy NOT to cum when getting a blow job? I'm thinking some of the guys I went out with in Istanbul were just having me on – if not I don't understand how it's possible, it just doesn't make sense. Oh & I had great reports about the tongue ring too :o) hehehe
I got a huge email for Claudia today & it made my day. It was so cool to hear everything that was going on at home. It so makes me miss being there… God, this is when I try to figure out what it is I want to be doing… Thing is I still don't know. People ask me where it is I'm going next. Answer: I don't know. I still don't know what I want… It's my birthday in less than 2 weeks, I'm going to be 28, & I still don't know what I want! The cool thing is I'm not back in reality so it doesn't really matter. I do know that it'd be nice to have the people I care about close by though. There are 4 people in my life that are constant & they all very much have their own lives so while sometimes I just want to pack my bags & run home there is no point, there really does have to be something more out there for me…
I really can't wait to see my friends that live close by, I'm so excited I just have no clue when I'm going to have time off … My bosses are in London this weekend for a wedding so I'm hoping things will sort them selves out next week & hopefully I'll be able to organize something for my b'day on the 12th.
Well, now I'm a bit tired so I need to get some sleep. Night.
Hanley, Sroke-on-trent – England, Friday 1st October 2004, 1.32am
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