Do I play the game...
GUESS WHAT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!???????????????????
I got a email, I got a email...
YES! From Joel!
After receiving the email I ran down stairs (I really love this whole wireless network thing so I can sit in bed with my laptop on the net, it's fantastic!) I then proceeded to jump up & down, as all 28year olds with the mental age of 5 would do & told Simon that I'd received a email form Joel. Then I came up stairs, reread the email a few times, then chatted with mum on messenger for a bit where of course my first words were "I GOT A EMAIL FORM JOEL".
I'm such a girl! The funny thing is now I've heard form him & he's interested I'm like ok, do I want to follow it up. Well, of course I do cause he's amazing in bed but I'm not sure how to explain it. It's kinda like 'well I haven't been rejected, now the balls in my court, how to I want to play it?' I don't usually do games & the whole 'I'll wait a few days to contact them thing', just to show you're not too desperate but man, he kept me waiting a week. Hmmm, do I put him though some of that, 'wonder if she'll email me' head space... If it was anyone else that was kinda medioca it'd be like, your loss buddy but him... I think I might just have to make a exception.
For some reason he thinks I'm in London, I'm sure I said I was in the midlands in the group email I sent... Anyway, he said he's going to London at the end of next week & would like to catch up for a drink. I'm not in London though... Or could I be... hmmmm
Ummm what else. I'm starting to feel better. My mum rocks. I've just finished the last chocolate in the big box of Roses I got given on Tuesday... Is that bad? It wasn't a small box either... Ahhh maybe that's why I've got a zillion pimples at the moment. No that's cause I'm sick & run down. It is! :o)
I'm worried bout the bosses wife, who's also my boss. She's not well, got hit worse than me with a cold, working long hard hours, isn't eating, is smoking lots & I think she's losing weight. She's so skinny anyway it's really not a good thing. She knows what she's got to do its just a matter of her getting out of there. I spose it's not quite that easy. It's thought that if she leaves the business will fall apart. Like I've said to her though, she's more important than anything. It's time for her to put herself first. The twins are 15 now & they are really mature & understand what's happening & why. If she wants to be any good to anyone things need to change & pretty dam quickly. I know what she's going through. It was easy for me to be selfish, I only had to worry about me....
I went up to the place where I got my tarot reading done the other day, they have a healing centre there too - think it's a bit too new agey for her but I booked her in for a half body massage. She needs some pampering. Figured if it's paid for & booked she couldn't really say no. Hope she uses it. She needs it...
because I'm so shallow & fickle my mind has wondered back to the email :o) He called me babe, I LOVE it when a guy calls me babe. After he signed off he even put "I hope you still remember who I am x x x". How sweet is that. I have the power :) That's so wrong, on so many levels.
Should go to sleep. Glad that I'm writing again though, even if it is about crap :)
Same old, same old, England, Sunday 24th October 3.00am
I got a email, I got a email...
YES! From Joel!
After receiving the email I ran down stairs (I really love this whole wireless network thing so I can sit in bed with my laptop on the net, it's fantastic!) I then proceeded to jump up & down, as all 28year olds with the mental age of 5 would do & told Simon that I'd received a email form Joel. Then I came up stairs, reread the email a few times, then chatted with mum on messenger for a bit where of course my first words were "I GOT A EMAIL FORM JOEL".
I'm such a girl! The funny thing is now I've heard form him & he's interested I'm like ok, do I want to follow it up. Well, of course I do cause he's amazing in bed but I'm not sure how to explain it. It's kinda like 'well I haven't been rejected, now the balls in my court, how to I want to play it?' I don't usually do games & the whole 'I'll wait a few days to contact them thing', just to show you're not too desperate but man, he kept me waiting a week. Hmmm, do I put him though some of that, 'wonder if she'll email me' head space... If it was anyone else that was kinda medioca it'd be like, your loss buddy but him... I think I might just have to make a exception.
For some reason he thinks I'm in London, I'm sure I said I was in the midlands in the group email I sent... Anyway, he said he's going to London at the end of next week & would like to catch up for a drink. I'm not in London though... Or could I be... hmmmm
Ummm what else. I'm starting to feel better. My mum rocks. I've just finished the last chocolate in the big box of Roses I got given on Tuesday... Is that bad? It wasn't a small box either... Ahhh maybe that's why I've got a zillion pimples at the moment. No that's cause I'm sick & run down. It is! :o)
I'm worried bout the bosses wife, who's also my boss. She's not well, got hit worse than me with a cold, working long hard hours, isn't eating, is smoking lots & I think she's losing weight. She's so skinny anyway it's really not a good thing. She knows what she's got to do its just a matter of her getting out of there. I spose it's not quite that easy. It's thought that if she leaves the business will fall apart. Like I've said to her though, she's more important than anything. It's time for her to put herself first. The twins are 15 now & they are really mature & understand what's happening & why. If she wants to be any good to anyone things need to change & pretty dam quickly. I know what she's going through. It was easy for me to be selfish, I only had to worry about me....
I went up to the place where I got my tarot reading done the other day, they have a healing centre there too - think it's a bit too new agey for her but I booked her in for a half body massage. She needs some pampering. Figured if it's paid for & booked she couldn't really say no. Hope she uses it. She needs it...
because I'm so shallow & fickle my mind has wondered back to the email :o) He called me babe, I LOVE it when a guy calls me babe. After he signed off he even put "I hope you still remember who I am x x x". How sweet is that. I have the power :) That's so wrong, on so many levels.
Should go to sleep. Glad that I'm writing again though, even if it is about crap :)
Same old, same old, England, Sunday 24th October 3.00am
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