Just a quickie ;)

All is right with the world. Nothing much in my life has change in the last few days but I'm content again. For now anyway. Who was it that said Libra's are balanced? Up one minute down the next is more like it & believe me it's pretty bloody annoying!

Decisions, decisions, well I 'think' I've decided to do the massage course. Let's put it this way I'm going to do it unless a better offer comes along. I just need to sort stuff out. Reality has hit & I've realised that if I study I'm not going to be able to afford my 15th floor studio apartment with fantastic city views, spa, lap pool, gym & concierge. This kinda bites... You will never know how much I love(d) that apartment. No, really. When I was deciding if I wanted to travel that was one huge sticking point, I really didn't want to leave my apartment.

Hmmm what else... When I get home I want to have the biggest party & I want EVERYONE I know there & I want to have a fantastic night & get very drunk & sleep with... Sorry I'll stop there. I should have stopped thinking about that boy a long time ago but he still creeps up on me, he was after all pretty good in bed.

Is it just me or do the majority of my posts turn to rants about sex? Must try & stop that...

Oh & another thing I've realised is that I don't do chit chat very well. Don't know what bands are cool, much about music (except what I like & what I don't), don't really care about politics, know jack all about sports, plus in all honestly, can't be bothered going to someone "so how bout those insert fav sports team here'?" Don't think I make a very good bar maid...

Well sleep time again :) Tomorrow night off (Thursday). Oh & last night I ended up buying some tea light candles, bubble bath & bath salts & soaking for a hour reading a girly mag. It was great! :) My legs still ache but what can ya do!

Night, night...

Hanley, England, Wednesday 17th November 2004 sorry, Thursday 18th Nov, 12.35am